Kim, tonight when I told you thank you I meant it. This troublesome spot we are in is not what I want at all. I want you here by my side, today and forevermore. In this time though, as I have been trying to find a way to save our marriage, I have begun to find myself. That is where my gratitude lies. This pain filled journey broke the facade I had created and as a result I don't have to be the same man I really wasn't. I get to find that man you always saw and hoped would come out now and nobody will look down on me for searching.
I am finding that I have so much to learn, so much to heal from, so much to experience, so much to offer...and I believe this is just the tip of the iceberg!
But Kim, I am lonely without you. You are my life companion, my soul mate. We have been through so much already. I believe that just as our Creator has always had these things I am finding in store for me (and I was blinded too) that he has similar things and plans in store for you. I hope and pray that we get to experience these things, these plans he has for us, together.
Until that day comes, I will press on in this journey, hoping that when you see me again that I will be found one step closer to the me you always saw.
I am finding that I have so much to learn, so much to heal from, so much to experience, so much to offer...and I believe this is just the tip of the iceberg!
But Kim, I am lonely without you. You are my life companion, my soul mate. We have been through so much already. I believe that just as our Creator has always had these things I am finding in store for me (and I was blinded too) that he has similar things and plans in store for you. I hope and pray that we get to experience these things, these plans he has for us, together.
Until that day comes, I will press on in this journey, hoping that when you see me again that I will be found one step closer to the me you always saw.
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