May 25th –
7a Saw ring on kim’s finger
9a sheriff sale of house
10a coworker confirmed ring was engagement ring
May 26th –
All day noah’s first birthday without us as a family
5p got packet from lawyer with kim’s latest motions which include allegations that the house has not sold because I have kept it a complete disaster as well as allegations that I have not paid certain bills that are my responsibility and as a result destroying her credit.
May 28th –
All day memorial day, one of the days we always spent with kim’s family. Also the 1 year date of when kim wrote ira many things, including that she never really loved me. Supposedly, this was the start of their relationship, but I no longer buy this.
It was a hard weekend to make it through, but I did, mostly.
It is easy to just force a smile and push through, but that gets tiring.
There are more hard days to come in the next few months, days that will be made through just as these were.
There are many more good days to come though as well. There will be days of renewal, joy, fullness, and celebration. I look forward to those days. I will welcome them will arms wide open.