my heart is unsettled.
with every beat a different thought comes to mind.
at 1 am in the morning, i should be fast asleep, but there is no rest.
i am caught in between a place of dreaming about what God is going to do and fearful of what God is going to do at the same time.
i spent the night at abbafather.com glancing at books, being pushed by the spirit. the excitement of seeing men grow around me, of my own becoming, and the oh so blessedness of seeing my own boys become men, i am beside myself.
i do need to sleep though. God please give me rest.
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